Dear reader,
It was a long time i didn't update my blog because i am busy. Like the title say, many things have happen. And I have experience many things. Pinky decided to stop chatting with me because from the order of doctor. I know that he will be afraid that i cheat or lie to her as for me too if i m a doctor. The world of website is fulled of many things and there are many cases that happen related to internet so everyone can't just believe evrything that seen in the world. And i wish her good luck for her.
While, there are dicision that i have to make for weither study sains or commas. Altaught i want to be an accountant but i also like somethings that is wonderful like science. But i'm scared that can i hander it? Will I do mistake? Do I have much time to learn all that things? In heart I know it clearly that I don't really can learn all of that because i am not a robot or computer. Eben if i am there was not enough spaces to remember all of the things. And i don't want to be stress by the exam result.
As the result, the main factor of my hardness to do disicion is i don't have confidence in myself.
How many time that i have to do what i want? Can i do it even i have time? Will my will mantain? There was so many question that popped in my mind. I always like to day dreaming that I can do everything like author, teacher, or even magicion. There was many dream that i prepared so that i have many choices. When the times come that i can only decide one, which should i decide? And i m wondering what is the things that affect i wanted to be? IS that because i'm talented? Or i like it? Or i want to walk the path my parents have choses?
I always think that i'm still young, but who's know that one day something will happen in yourself. How can i be more adult? Can i become more confidence and more mature in decision and thinking? Will anyone tell me the ways? DO this answer have the funtion? In my mind, that is no answer.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
I’m back! Wah! It was interesting travel with family in Australia! Pinky, I’m sorry I could not chat with u because I’m busy now to wash the clothes… Anyway, it is sad that we could not go to Canberra cause lack of time >.< But we have fun in Sydney, Melbourne and Great Ocean Road. There was beautiful and u could see the parrot flying in the sky everywhere. We live at my parent’s friend’s house with Mr. Richard and his family in Hornsby, Sydney. He had a son that name Aiken. He was four years old, like to talk, good in English and like Star War. Sister and I had a lot of fun with him. We had gone to visit the Hunter Valley that famous of grape wine and Koala Park that we saw koala and kangaroo there. We also went to see the dolphin by boat but the dolphin don’t jump up from the water because there was rain. It was strange that like the rain come with us to Australia cause be4 we come to there, the weather was Sunny day. At Sydney, we also took Ferry and saw around the island. We also went to visit Mr. Eric and he treated us nice.
We spent about a week at Sydney. Then, we went to Melbourne by domestic plane, Jet star. We stay at a motel in the first night, stay at a deer farm in Great Ocean Road and stay in my mother’s friend family’s house. The husband and daughter of my mother’s friend was talent and they knew how to play violin. The daughter was 16 years old. She was kind, beautiful and talent of draw, play music and active in sport. She was also the 1st in her school. We went to shopping around the Melbourne city with them. They were so nice to us that they even transport us to the destination altaught they were busy. We also have gone to Philip Island to see the penguin but we only can see a few because the weather was not good and had a lot of maze. -_-… Beside, we could see ppl walk around and shouted for take care the enviroment. The ppl in there sure were think enviroment an important thing and I'm happy and proud of their spirit.
Anyway, it was very fun at there and I hope that we will be able to farm stay at the Great Ocean Road. I also hope that the family of my parent’s friend will come to Malaysia and then I could introduce the food in Malaysia for them. I almost eat Western food everyday at there and the air at there was dry. The first thing I come back was sleep. I was tired and now I am still busy to wash the clothes. I hope that my aunt will plan a trip in Malaysia with my mum and we can go to KL by train. I hope they will plan it!!!
We spent about a week at Sydney. Then, we went to Melbourne by domestic plane, Jet star. We stay at a motel in the first night, stay at a deer farm in Great Ocean Road and stay in my mother’s friend family’s house. The husband and daughter of my mother’s friend was talent and they knew how to play violin. The daughter was 16 years old. She was kind, beautiful and talent of draw, play music and active in sport. She was also the 1st in her school. We went to shopping around the Melbourne city with them. They were so nice to us that they even transport us to the destination altaught they were busy. We also have gone to Philip Island to see the penguin but we only can see a few because the weather was not good and had a lot of maze. -_-… Beside, we could see ppl walk around and shouted for take care the enviroment. The ppl in there sure were think enviroment an important thing and I'm happy and proud of their spirit.
Anyway, it was very fun at there and I hope that we will be able to farm stay at the Great Ocean Road. I also hope that the family of my parent’s friend will come to Malaysia and then I could introduce the food in Malaysia for them. I almost eat Western food everyday at there and the air at there was dry. The first thing I come back was sleep. I was tired and now I am still busy to wash the clothes. I hope that my aunt will plan a trip in Malaysia with my mum and we can go to KL by train. I hope they will plan it!!!
Friday, October 5, 2007
Holiday
YES! I have finally finished my exam! I’m so excited and already prepared something to do during my school-life-after-exam. Well, school has divided our class into some groups to do some activities. It a little upset me but that’s fine, because I can spend my time with my friend and classmates. We also can take some card and chess to school to play. It’s nice but if only I can bring some manga to read. I don’t see my manga for so long! There’s a lot that I want to see include: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles, Gakuen Alice, One Piece,etc. I have missed more than 40 chapter!!! So I decide that I will read all of them during holiday and I will borrow some manga books too.
I also want to learn Japanese but my family kind of declines it. They seems like prefer me to learn yoga and doing exercise because my weight (I think) is slightly overweight. Oh my god! I wish that they will understand that not that I don’t want to do exercise but I can’t stand running behind the road that is expose to the sunlight and got cars that drive beside me. It will get my skin black and my body’s hemoglobin will combine more with carbon monoxide will cause my body lack of oxygen then my body become unhealthy as well as my skin become bad. They also always want me to eat meat. It is not that I don’t eat them at all, it just that I hate to eat them at least three or four days in a weak. It is disgusting see the butcher chop the meat that his knife is stained with blood Xo….
I hope I will get the permission to become a vegetarian from them and eat vegetables may help me to keep diet (but I like to eat snack and sweet things like chocolate and cake).
It’s raining again in Malaysia. It is easy to get sick during the weather that is sometime cold sometime hot. My sis just got sick! My mother scold her that she take bath so late that cause she sick and then an war of mouth happen again as usual. Sometimes parents prefer scolding us then talk polite to us. Is this a good moral value that we have to lean? Can’t they just come to upstairs to call me rather than shouting like a mad person in downstairs? Aren’t they feeling shame? Their thinking is very confusing…. That’s why I always hope that I will become a single.
Well, I talk quite more things about my family: p but maybe that’s my life (guess)
So, it means I am quite a good child huh? Anyway, I am so happy because I will go to Australia on 30th October until 12th November! I will take a lot of picture about Melbourne, Sydney and many interesting place. But it is quite upset because my dad has to work for one day in this holiday. And when I thinking about I have to take the permission from my school teacher I feel afraid that I can’t see her eyes. She is a good person but I have afraid-of-teacher disease (just like afraid of bug disease). I got this disease when I’m seven years old in primary school. I got scold from the headmaster because I have do something bad. That incident had causes me such a painful disease. So I’m know afraid of all the teacher altaught they are all good person. So, if I can, I will try to put some of my picture into the blog. Well, it is so long that I don’t chat with Pinky. I am happy that she remembers back of me J I hope I will chat with her soon but I don’t always use MSN messengers because my parents will always ask me the person that Ichat with is who and many more… I am tired to explain all the things to them. Anyways, this a start of my holidays! Wish all of people will happy too J
I also want to learn Japanese but my family kind of declines it. They seems like prefer me to learn yoga and doing exercise because my weight (I think) is slightly overweight. Oh my god! I wish that they will understand that not that I don’t want to do exercise but I can’t stand running behind the road that is expose to the sunlight and got cars that drive beside me. It will get my skin black and my body’s hemoglobin will combine more with carbon monoxide will cause my body lack of oxygen then my body become unhealthy as well as my skin become bad. They also always want me to eat meat. It is not that I don’t eat them at all, it just that I hate to eat them at least three or four days in a weak. It is disgusting see the butcher chop the meat that his knife is stained with blood Xo….
I hope I will get the permission to become a vegetarian from them and eat vegetables may help me to keep diet (but I like to eat snack and sweet things like chocolate and cake).
It’s raining again in Malaysia. It is easy to get sick during the weather that is sometime cold sometime hot. My sis just got sick! My mother scold her that she take bath so late that cause she sick and then an war of mouth happen again as usual. Sometimes parents prefer scolding us then talk polite to us. Is this a good moral value that we have to lean? Can’t they just come to upstairs to call me rather than shouting like a mad person in downstairs? Aren’t they feeling shame? Their thinking is very confusing…. That’s why I always hope that I will become a single.
Well, I talk quite more things about my family: p but maybe that’s my life (guess)
So, it means I am quite a good child huh? Anyway, I am so happy because I will go to Australia on 30th October until 12th November! I will take a lot of picture about Melbourne, Sydney and many interesting place. But it is quite upset because my dad has to work for one day in this holiday. And when I thinking about I have to take the permission from my school teacher I feel afraid that I can’t see her eyes. She is a good person but I have afraid-of-teacher disease (just like afraid of bug disease). I got this disease when I’m seven years old in primary school. I got scold from the headmaster because I have do something bad. That incident had causes me such a painful disease. So I’m know afraid of all the teacher altaught they are all good person. So, if I can, I will try to put some of my picture into the blog. Well, it is so long that I don’t chat with Pinky. I am happy that she remembers back of me J I hope I will chat with her soon but I don’t always use MSN messengers because my parents will always ask me the person that Ichat with is who and many more… I am tired to explain all the things to them. Anyways, this a start of my holidays! Wish all of people will happy too J
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Do u think u r useless?
Hi! It is so long I don't add a new post. I have been busy with my exam lately and they will be two exam in August and September. Then, I will take the PMR test :'(
Do you think you are the 1 who is useless than anybody? That’s WRONG if you just see other people good point but don’t see yourself. That’s no something that unfair in the world. God create us with same love. God give us different ability, so why we always hope that we have other people’s ability but no use ourselves? I have a sister who is her hand is been burn by boil water and her hand left scar that will never disappear. She always had been caring by parents and family. My mum cry so sad for her painful and that time she only a 10 months baby and my age was near to two. My parents had job to do, so sister and I had been take care under others people. The person that takes care of me is a housewife and she just take care me 1 person. So she can keep an eye with me. But my sister is send to the baby sitter place. There are so many baby and children that have to take care so the accident will happen because they don’t really take care of my sister. Because of the accident, my mother spend her time with my sister is longer than me and a period of time I have been take care by my grandmother of my mother side. That time I don’t really know what things is happen. I just know that my parent was sad at that time. My sister also doesn’t really know what happen. We have enjoyed ourselves in the childhood and nursery after two years old. Until when my sister have been go to primary school, the student are scare of the scar of her hand and some laugh at her and think she is a weird person. No 1 really want to be her friend. She always feels sad in school and always wants to find me and go with me. I am an idiot and I have do wrong thing. I have told her to go away and no to disturb me with friend. I am such a silly. I don’t know other people will think her like that. She has been sad for a year but she pretends happy after school. Until she is standard 2 some really kind person has want to become her friend and become cheerful. Other students don’t feel weird again and become her friend. I should happy for her but I am also jealous of her friendship. And one day I have talked that jealous of me to her and she reply me that she is jealous of my hand and she tell me the things that happen in standard 1. I am surprise and feel shame of myself. Why I didn’t notice and jealous of her. I have something that she doesn’t have and she also has something I don’t have. We are fair. From that times, I know jealous is a silly and childless thing. We should think more positively, accept and like ourselves. And know, I love myself and my sister very much. I think I will going to cry if she marry in the future because she is such a lovely sister….
Do you think you are the 1 who is useless than anybody? That’s WRONG if you just see other people good point but don’t see yourself. That’s no something that unfair in the world. God create us with same love. God give us different ability, so why we always hope that we have other people’s ability but no use ourselves? I have a sister who is her hand is been burn by boil water and her hand left scar that will never disappear. She always had been caring by parents and family. My mum cry so sad for her painful and that time she only a 10 months baby and my age was near to two. My parents had job to do, so sister and I had been take care under others people. The person that takes care of me is a housewife and she just take care me 1 person. So she can keep an eye with me. But my sister is send to the baby sitter place. There are so many baby and children that have to take care so the accident will happen because they don’t really take care of my sister. Because of the accident, my mother spend her time with my sister is longer than me and a period of time I have been take care by my grandmother of my mother side. That time I don’t really know what things is happen. I just know that my parent was sad at that time. My sister also doesn’t really know what happen. We have enjoyed ourselves in the childhood and nursery after two years old. Until when my sister have been go to primary school, the student are scare of the scar of her hand and some laugh at her and think she is a weird person. No 1 really want to be her friend. She always feels sad in school and always wants to find me and go with me. I am an idiot and I have do wrong thing. I have told her to go away and no to disturb me with friend. I am such a silly. I don’t know other people will think her like that. She has been sad for a year but she pretends happy after school. Until she is standard 2 some really kind person has want to become her friend and become cheerful. Other students don’t feel weird again and become her friend. I should happy for her but I am also jealous of her friendship. And one day I have talked that jealous of me to her and she reply me that she is jealous of my hand and she tell me the things that happen in standard 1. I am surprise and feel shame of myself. Why I didn’t notice and jealous of her. I have something that she doesn’t have and she also has something I don’t have. We are fair. From that times, I know jealous is a silly and childless thing. We should think more positively, accept and like ourselves. And know, I love myself and my sister very much. I think I will going to cry if she marry in the future because she is such a lovely sister….
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
I have learn...
Hi! I'm a new user and my English lever is very low so if any wrong word appear please 4give me..........
Well... As like the title, I have learn many thing since i born. Every1 too have learn many thing. I just want 2 share something i have learn about in my life. I think many thing that i learn with every1 is similar.
The things i have learn:
1) I have learn that learning something is very very interesting. It maybe simple but maybe beside them have a special secret.
Well... As like the title, I have learn many thing since i born. Every1 too have learn many thing. I just want 2 share something i have learn about in my life. I think many thing that i learn with every1 is similar.
The things i have learn:
1) I have learn that learning something is very very interesting. It maybe simple but maybe beside them have a special secret.
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