The Path

Dear reader,

It was a long time i didn't update my blog because i am busy. Like the title say, many things have happen. And I have experience many things. Pinky decided to stop chatting with me because from the order of doctor. I know that he will be afraid that i cheat or lie to her as for me too if i m a doctor. The world of website is fulled of many things and there are many cases that happen related to internet so everyone can't just believe evrything that seen in the world. And i wish her good luck for her.

While, there are dicision that i have to make for weither study sains or commas. Altaught i want to be an accountant but i also like somethings that is wonderful like science. But i'm scared that can i hander it? Will I do mistake? Do I have much time to learn all that things? In heart I know it clearly that I don't really can learn all of that because i am not a robot or computer. Eben if i am there was not enough spaces to remember all of the things. And i don't want to be stress by the exam result.

As the result, the main factor of my hardness to do disicion is i don't have confidence in myself.
How many time that i have to do what i want? Can i do it even i have time? Will my will mantain? There was so many question that popped in my mind. I always like to day dreaming that I can do everything like author, teacher, or even magicion. There was many dream that i prepared so that i have many choices. When the times come that i can only decide one, which should i decide? And i m wondering what is the things that affect i wanted to be? IS that because i'm talented? Or i like it? Or i want to walk the path my parents have choses?

I always think that i'm still young, but who's know that one day something will happen in yourself. How can i be more adult? Can i become more confidence and more mature in decision and thinking? Will anyone tell me the ways? DO this answer have the funtion? In my mind, that is no answer.