Found you again

Dear Readers,

   How could I done the same mistake again? (=__=||)

Luckily I do not forget the password or username for this blog. It is really shameful that I have been writing nothing in here for more than 3 years. If blog somehow has feeling too, I want to say:

"Dear bloggy,

      I am sorry that I abandoned you for such a long period. Luckily you still able to be accessed *really am grateful that you still exist*.

 Being a part of my framed memory, I feel incomplete if you are not here anymore. Those memories and times that I spend with you are really meaningful. So please forgive this friend who rarely contact you but never forget your existence. "

Life is never easy yet it is not that tough.

How am I now?

 Erm...... After Auckland, Kl then come back to Penang again, I am ready (?) for UK. I have to admit that I really have decisiophobia and I am not good (BAD) in time management.

So it seems that I won't be graduate from a degree so soon.
During these few years, I have done mistakes and learn something, lose but gain, regret yet somehow glad.

Overall things that I have change:

*Like to watch Korean entertainment show (RM, Human Cond, etc...)
*Academic grade dropping-- really bad
*Not doing exercise--- extremely bad
*Language skills getting worse-- especially mandarin and English writing skills!! *NOOOO*
*Eyesight has reach near to 400 --- thicker spectacles, the level of NERDY look up!
*Get some best friends--- people who can accept me and do some idiotic stuff
*Gain some experience through trainings--- even though my supervisor don't really train me

Something that I have never able to change are:

*Desire to get friends ---- even am shy
*Like to read manga --- even though short of time
*Rarely contact friends  --- even though 'stalk' their fb frequently
*Like to eat sweets--- gain some weight and pimples on my face *sad*
*Sister is still my angel--- she is really beautiful now!!
*Spoiled kids of my parents--- not really a good thing...
*Like to travel --- but don't have enough money and time

Well it seems that I am not a good child anymore (or maybe never good before) but still a child in an old body.

I will try to update this blog frequently, hopefully able to become a diary like the novel 'Daddy Long Legs'. I haven't finish the books but reading it was interesting. I may not have the skills to write and describe something so beautiful but I will try my best to write down my words,

As why I change my title, words really is hard to speak out. Only through writing the blog, I am able to tidy out my inner thought and write something that I would not say.

Words Unsaid

 

hope readers are not feeling uncomfortable with my strange thought :P